FUCK IT.

Uhmmm.. i would just like to tell something to someone real quick....

To you,

ME NO WANT TO BE DRAGGED TO YOUR FAME. FYI. Just in case you don't know, i never did enjoy the benefits of being close to someone like you. Me want a simple life with true friends and loved ones. I enjoyed those simple things we had, without you being the noted and prominent one.

It's just a motherfucking shit that ugggghhhh.. whatever! I'm wasting my time here.
I just said my piece.

Time to wrap it up, you ended it first.

saGuijo \m/

#NowPlaying Hangover -sugarfree

Hinkey for me to blog this excitement i'm having for saGuijo. So effin thrilled to come by with lil sis and friends next week! I'm a biggie freak of Sugarfree... actually a buff of Mr. Dancel <3 (i just can't imagine the feeling of being so close to him while he's doing his Burnout!!!) Hahaha! It's ehhl-ooh-vee-eeh!

On 24th, they'll be performing with other Pinoy rockbands. (oh gosh, im a bit numpty of other bands' songs... who is pedicab? periodiko?!? wtf!) Good thing, my sis is a trueblooded rockista, hindi naman siguro ako magmumukang bonehead pag kumanta na ang iba! Lol.

Basta.. I just can't wait. Parang mas excited pa ako mag saGuijo kesa mag CGY/Camiguin/Bukidnon!!! Hihihi. (I miss my bestfriends tho!)

ismayl :)

"Walang malambot na kama sa killer kong insomya" -Ebe Dancel.

I strongly agree with this line, not because Mr Dancel said it (<3>

This has been a habit for me. Maybe, dawn is the most blissful time for me to dash off thoughts along with Sugarfree's songs on the background.

I didn't find myself productive today but I can say I am happy. The day just started so right...hmmm. :) Aside from.... having good meals today, a special friend paid a visit and we were babbling all day like we've got no chance to bond again.

Today, I had this smile on my face that I couldn't just wipe off. I should figure out the cause of this lucid smile on my not-so-beautiful face. (wink*)

Dramachine

The clock on my laptop reads twelve fifty nine am. As the night turns into dawn, i am slightly deprived of these tiny pieces of death. How I loath to remember what I had for today in my dreams.. and those what i didn't have as well that i wish i could've had.

As this guy sings these songs reminding me of my life and love stories, i am falling deep, losing the path to unconcsiousness. My body is not like a body at all. Mine is like a machine which never gets tired. But in time, will eventually depreciate.

Sigh. Sigh. Can i have thousand sighs for thousand thoughts? My mind is the one which's tired of thinking memories which are meant to be cached in an old wooden treasure box. So as this heart who skips a beat till it skips more beatS.

Dramachine. My fave word at this moment. It's me telling dramas at this point in time. I promised myself to grab a pen and write a song for someone tonight but maybe not, maybe later or the next day, or never....

Ulan

Ang lakas ng buhos ng ulan. Parang ayaw ng tumigil. Kahit pakiusapan mo na... may kulog pang kasama. Binulong ko na nga lang, ihele na lng sana ako ng ulan sa king pagtulog ngaung gabi... o umaga... Nawa'y mamaya'y matapos na. Nailabas na ng ulap ang luha at muntik ng bumaha. Ok na yun kesa itago at ipunin... baka mas lalong lumala.

Kung anuman ang lumabay na dulot ng mga patak, lamig din naman ang dala sa pagtulog. Parang mapapahimbing at di na magigising...

May pasok pa bukas. O ulan, kung anuman yan... sana matapos na.

Stupid Cupid

Nasasaktan din kaya si Kupido?

Hilig hilig magmatch ng kung sino sino. Hilig maghanap ng love pairs. May time kaya na nahaheartbroken din si Cupid? Teka, naiinlove din kaya siya? Eh panu kung mainlove siya dun sa pinepair nya sa iba? Ipapareha nya pa rin dahil ung 2 talaga ang meant at hindi sila? Ipepair nya pa rin kahit alam nya na mahal nya ito? Kaya nya bang magsacrifice ng own happiness para sa taong gusto niyang maging masaya? Teka... may pakiramdam din ba sya?

Siguro nga si Kupido, gusto niya lang maging masaya ang mga tao... "spread the love" ika nga.

Parang sa totoong buhay, may ganyan...

Siguro winiwish nya rin minsan na sana mapurol ang pana nya para hindi tumalab.

Tsk....