SergioMendes Syndrome

"I'd rather know if you have turned the page. If you go faster than I do. Suddenly it's not so clear just what am i to you. Am I friend, am i lover, do we still need each other"

u broke up. u see each other once in a while. u talk. he hugs you. you liked it. he still wants to hang out with you just like the old days. but sometimes he forgets he just asked you out. he visits you but never kisses you. it's ok with you but you are lil anticipating. he dates someone. it's ok with you. you go out with someone but it's not ok with him. what the fuck was that? an effin friend or effin lover?

I lied today.

Why does it seem hard to act like everything is ok when in reality it's not? Does it really manifest on what you say or do?

Lord, sorry. I lied today. I lied because I know either I say the truth or not, it doesn't matter at all. There were things that are left to be unsaid just to avoid bigger discussions or worse comes to worse, cold war. I said everything's fine but the truth is, it's not.

These petty things i kept and still keeping inside don't deserve a squawk anyhow. I am letting time revamp what has been pierced and will just let the actions answer all the questions.

It's as simple as this, I lied because i am trying to save something.
Anyway, it is almost like non-sense.

humahalowin

It's a long weekend again and mine is longer than others because as usual, I ditched from work today. :P There are so many things running through my mind, what are my to do's fro today or would i end up bumming the whole day, be unproductive at home and waste a good weather outside.

What is halloween for people? Mine is about spooky stories, freaky costumes, trick or treat, scented candles and most of all, it is a Holiday!

I'm a matatakuting bata...sobra. I cry when someone plays tricks on me like if pagpatayan ka ng ilaw biglsa, gulatin ka or act possessed and then run after you. I can't even stand watching a horror film alone, not unless i'm sure that an ambulance is going to pick me up after.

This weekend, me and my sister are planning to have a costume party at home. I'm excited. Let a spooky night turn into a funny one. I think taht would be great instead of just killing yourself hearing hair-raising ghost stories and hide under bed covers. I'm in the mood for playing pranks. :P

"There come a tiome when creepy things come into our lives. Situations that frighten us to death. But instead those awful little things drag us to hell, face it and find a way to get over it..." -minpi