She's never wrong

She has thousand reasons to like him and millions of reasons not to.
Still trying to create these imaginary spaces in between. Pushing him away in like some kinda stupid way.

She was hesitant to open doors not even her windows. She said to herself, "i've been there, done that. this is nothing but shit. let's keep everything platonic." Their hearts are bleeding into each other. Should've no giving chances.

He was trying so hard to reach her hand, and as much as she want to stay away, it seems not so possible for someone who's also trying so hard to finally give him her keys.

But still hesitant, after all, she believes that history repeats itself.

It came to a day, that she thinks she's about to give in. Her heart skips a beat and she's falling.

By the time she's ready.... all she heard is nothing.
She's never wrong. It happened again.

Another story of a boy meets girl. Never a fairy tale.

:(

FUCK IT.

Uhmmm.. i would just like to tell something to someone real quick....

To you,

ME NO WANT TO BE DRAGGED TO YOUR FAME. FYI. Just in case you don't know, i never did enjoy the benefits of being close to someone like you. Me want a simple life with true friends and loved ones. I enjoyed those simple things we had, without you being the noted and prominent one.

It's just a motherfucking shit that ugggghhhh.. whatever! I'm wasting my time here.
I just said my piece.

Time to wrap it up, you ended it first.

saGuijo \m/

#NowPlaying Hangover -sugarfree

Hinkey for me to blog this excitement i'm having for saGuijo. So effin thrilled to come by with lil sis and friends next week! I'm a biggie freak of Sugarfree... actually a buff of Mr. Dancel <3 (i just can't imagine the feeling of being so close to him while he's doing his Burnout!!!) Hahaha! It's ehhl-ooh-vee-eeh!

On 24th, they'll be performing with other Pinoy rockbands. (oh gosh, im a bit numpty of other bands' songs... who is pedicab? periodiko?!? wtf!) Good thing, my sis is a trueblooded rockista, hindi naman siguro ako magmumukang bonehead pag kumanta na ang iba! Lol.

Basta.. I just can't wait. Parang mas excited pa ako mag saGuijo kesa mag CGY/Camiguin/Bukidnon!!! Hihihi. (I miss my bestfriends tho!)

ismayl :)

"Walang malambot na kama sa killer kong insomya" -Ebe Dancel.

I strongly agree with this line, not because Mr Dancel said it (<3>

This has been a habit for me. Maybe, dawn is the most blissful time for me to dash off thoughts along with Sugarfree's songs on the background.

I didn't find myself productive today but I can say I am happy. The day just started so right...hmmm. :) Aside from.... having good meals today, a special friend paid a visit and we were babbling all day like we've got no chance to bond again.

Today, I had this smile on my face that I couldn't just wipe off. I should figure out the cause of this lucid smile on my not-so-beautiful face. (wink*)

Dramachine

The clock on my laptop reads twelve fifty nine am. As the night turns into dawn, i am slightly deprived of these tiny pieces of death. How I loath to remember what I had for today in my dreams.. and those what i didn't have as well that i wish i could've had.

As this guy sings these songs reminding me of my life and love stories, i am falling deep, losing the path to unconcsiousness. My body is not like a body at all. Mine is like a machine which never gets tired. But in time, will eventually depreciate.

Sigh. Sigh. Can i have thousand sighs for thousand thoughts? My mind is the one which's tired of thinking memories which are meant to be cached in an old wooden treasure box. So as this heart who skips a beat till it skips more beatS.

Dramachine. My fave word at this moment. It's me telling dramas at this point in time. I promised myself to grab a pen and write a song for someone tonight but maybe not, maybe later or the next day, or never....

Ulan

Ang lakas ng buhos ng ulan. Parang ayaw ng tumigil. Kahit pakiusapan mo na... may kulog pang kasama. Binulong ko na nga lang, ihele na lng sana ako ng ulan sa king pagtulog ngaung gabi... o umaga... Nawa'y mamaya'y matapos na. Nailabas na ng ulap ang luha at muntik ng bumaha. Ok na yun kesa itago at ipunin... baka mas lalong lumala.

Kung anuman ang lumabay na dulot ng mga patak, lamig din naman ang dala sa pagtulog. Parang mapapahimbing at di na magigising...

May pasok pa bukas. O ulan, kung anuman yan... sana matapos na.

Stupid Cupid

Nasasaktan din kaya si Kupido?

Hilig hilig magmatch ng kung sino sino. Hilig maghanap ng love pairs. May time kaya na nahaheartbroken din si Cupid? Teka, naiinlove din kaya siya? Eh panu kung mainlove siya dun sa pinepair nya sa iba? Ipapareha nya pa rin dahil ung 2 talaga ang meant at hindi sila? Ipepair nya pa rin kahit alam nya na mahal nya ito? Kaya nya bang magsacrifice ng own happiness para sa taong gusto niyang maging masaya? Teka... may pakiramdam din ba sya?

Siguro nga si Kupido, gusto niya lang maging masaya ang mga tao... "spread the love" ika nga.

Parang sa totoong buhay, may ganyan...

Siguro winiwish nya rin minsan na sana mapurol ang pana nya para hindi tumalab.

Tsk....

SergioMendes Syndrome

"I'd rather know if you have turned the page. If you go faster than I do. Suddenly it's not so clear just what am i to you. Am I friend, am i lover, do we still need each other"

u broke up. u see each other once in a while. u talk. he hugs you. you liked it. he still wants to hang out with you just like the old days. but sometimes he forgets he just asked you out. he visits you but never kisses you. it's ok with you but you are lil anticipating. he dates someone. it's ok with you. you go out with someone but it's not ok with him. what the fuck was that? an effin friend or effin lover?

I lied today.

Why does it seem hard to act like everything is ok when in reality it's not? Does it really manifest on what you say or do?

Lord, sorry. I lied today. I lied because I know either I say the truth or not, it doesn't matter at all. There were things that are left to be unsaid just to avoid bigger discussions or worse comes to worse, cold war. I said everything's fine but the truth is, it's not.

These petty things i kept and still keeping inside don't deserve a squawk anyhow. I am letting time revamp what has been pierced and will just let the actions answer all the questions.

It's as simple as this, I lied because i am trying to save something.
Anyway, it is almost like non-sense.

humahalowin

It's a long weekend again and mine is longer than others because as usual, I ditched from work today. :P There are so many things running through my mind, what are my to do's fro today or would i end up bumming the whole day, be unproductive at home and waste a good weather outside.

What is halloween for people? Mine is about spooky stories, freaky costumes, trick or treat, scented candles and most of all, it is a Holiday!

I'm a matatakuting bata...sobra. I cry when someone plays tricks on me like if pagpatayan ka ng ilaw biglsa, gulatin ka or act possessed and then run after you. I can't even stand watching a horror film alone, not unless i'm sure that an ambulance is going to pick me up after.

This weekend, me and my sister are planning to have a costume party at home. I'm excited. Let a spooky night turn into a funny one. I think taht would be great instead of just killing yourself hearing hair-raising ghost stories and hide under bed covers. I'm in the mood for playing pranks. :P

"There come a tiome when creepy things come into our lives. Situations that frighten us to death. But instead those awful little things drag us to hell, face it and find a way to get over it..." -minpi

INSOMNIA

I can't sleep. dami iniisip.. like.. anu suot ko bukas? lol/ not that. anyway, kung anu ano. sana magising ako maaga bukas.

meron lang ako isang katanungan bago matulog.....

why isn't 11 pronounced as onety one?!?

:=)

spag

it's my mom and pop's 30th wedding anniversary today, and i thought of cooking something just to celebrate it even they're not with us on their special day. i cooked spag, and have it for dinner. just for the thought of sharing it with you, the spag taste soo bad! im a bad cook, i know. i ditched from work today, simply because i woke up late and i thought that it wasn't a busy monday for me. i watched this tagalog movies. a sappy tagalog movie i guess (a dongyan movie with snowy, the pig!)